On Word Mental Health Day 2021 we reflect on how the sea has been our sanctuary over the last year.
The wellness affect of being in the water produces an almost weekly article in The Guardian. Our shelves are full of books that focus on the mental heath benefits of taking a dip in cold water year round. Our Social Media feeds are full of swim smiles. So when our sanctuary was taken from us at a time when we needed it most……….
At the height of the pandemic we were instructed to leave the house for an hour a day, stay local to home and only meet one other person outside our family group. Fine for us. We are lucky enough to have the sea on our doorstep and each other. For others lidos and lakes closed. Those that travelled to their swim spots were unable to access them. Rural residents pleaded for people to stay away from their rivers and waterfalls, afraid of the impact to their limited medical services. A backlash began against outdoor swimmers, branding them as selfish, risking the lives of those tasked with saving them should they they get into difficulty.
And then the resentment and judgement started within the outdoor swimming community. People started meeting in groups when they weren’t meant to. Particularly on the beach and in the sea. We had to close down the Salty Seabird Community group as people’s different behaviours and outlooks caused a huge divide amongst swimmers. Our community of kindness, we’d spent so much time fostering, was suddenly gone, just like that.
Cath’s Story
Lockdowns really made me realise that sea is my everything and I how thankful I am both to live near it and that I had discovered it in time to cling on to it through the pandemic and beyond. I don’t know what I would do without it – it’s the light and fun and the thing to look forward to in my day or week. Feeling the solidarity with the extended swimming community – and meeting with small groups or just one swim mate when possible, got me through lockdowns and is still keeping me going now.
Before I discovered that I loved sea swimming and hanging out on the beach in all weathers with likeminded salty souls there is nothing that can really equate to it – I have other interests (honest!) but nothing that is so sustaining and makes such a huge difference to my mental health on a daily basis and lifts me up so effectively. I felt so hugely grateful to have sea swimming in my life and have often wondered how the hell I would managed without it (how?!).
It works so well for us we want others to discover it so it can be their ‘thing that gets them through stuff’ too. As it gets colder I am looking forward to the Sea, my Salties and some shows from the starlings getting me through the next winter.
Kath’s Story
When the world came to an end, at least it felt like it was coming to an end, I was convinced I would spiral down into an all familiar depressive episode. But I didn’t. In fact I embraced it. We weren’t allowed out of homes apart from an hour a day. It was like Armageddon was happing in right in in front of us, like something out of a Hollywood movie. Yet I seemed to thrive. I didn’t have to make excuses about not going out anymore, I could, in fact, stay in. And in my allocated hour a day I could go to the beach and swim in the sea.
But it didn’t last long. Because everybody else started to get the same idea. The Brighton and Hove residents with no gardens to speak of headed to the same spaces. Places that had long been my quiet places, my solitude spaces. Everybody headed for the beach, walking along the prom. There wasn’t even space in the sea.
But still no much expected breakdown. I just kept going and going and suddenly a year had gone by and still I kept going. And then I broke. The constant low level anxiety, of not knowing what was going to happen next, dealing with so many changing on such a regular basis finally got the better of me. Nothing major, nothing big, but consistent low level fear. It eroded every last bit of resilience I had left, slowly but surely, until I realise I wasn’t ok. I wasn’t sleeping. I was barely functioning. It was time to go to the doctor.
I think I had managed to keep going for so long because of sea swimming. Sea swimming has been the stable grounding that has been constantly part my life. Before, during and will be after the pandemic. Yes it was different, yes I couldn’t swim as part of a community but I could still go to the beach and get in the sea. The minute you finished your swim you were expected to get dressed and leave the beach before officials in hi vis jackets told you to move along.
But unlike so many others, I still had the sea. It was still there. And now it’s getting colder I’m full of excited anticipation of swims to come.
Salty Seabird’s Story
The hardest part for us both was closing the community group, albeit temporarily. But with such polarised approaches to government guidelines we were left without a choice. We had a duty of care to the wellbeing of all in our group, many of whom were shielding and/or were deeply affected by the pandemic, to not parade pictures of packed beaches. Swimmers found other ways to meet in large groups. We understood that everyone had their own path to follow during the pandemic but we had a responsibility to stay within the guidelines. The regular swim meets and our monthly moon swims were no more. And that was hard. Really hard. Particularly as others continued to swim at our swim spots under our name. And since we are allowed to meet again in numbers many of the flock have not returned.
We opened back up just as the sea began to warm up again before the summer. It’s not the same and it never will be again. But the constant cake and kindness can still be found on Brighton’s beaches and in the sea. New swimmers can still reach out and ask for company. We are looking forward to the camaraderie that is formed in cold water as the temperatures begin to drop.
We remain as constant as the sea, we change with the seasons, tides and currents but we are still there. How lucky are we. Now go get in it!